I really don't like winter. The icy cold air felt like knives stabbing me. My winter vacation just started, now I can play Battlefield 3 with Derek and Max. We would fool around flying jets, choppers, and what not. Derek would always go kamikaze on the enemy; such a troll. In the end, we would always be at the top of the scoreboard.
In three days, it will be Christmas. It's late at night and I was playing Battlefield 3 with the guys. My cell phone started ringing. It's Layla. She wants me to go over her house and spend Christmas Eve with her and her family. I obviously said yes. I now have the chance to see her once more. I never felt so excited like I do now. I'm acting like a girl picking what clothes I should wear that day.
Should I tell her how I feel about her?
Should I tell her that she's the only girl I want to be with?
No. I shouldn't persuade her to be with me. Like I said before, I am no good for her. She deserves better. As much as I'd love to be with her, she shouldn't be with someone like me. Sometimes I wonder if it would end up like The Lady and the Tramp. I should just act cool and just be friends.
Oh what am I saying!? I NEED HER!
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